Ramblings

[2]Hectic, slow, too fast, not enough, too much, frustrating, controlling, awkward and relaxing. They are some of the words that describe my life right now.
Sometimes I want to yell at people to stop butting in, sometimes I do yell at people. Most of the time I don't. Sometimes it feels like others are trying to rule my life, making decisions in my name without me even knowing about it, and then telling other people this is what we have decided. I just want to be myself.
It is the holidays at the moment so I guess I have that going for me. I have built up a database with a heap of previous lessons in it, this will make my life easier. I have almost cleared the laundry of laundry. The mountains of dishes have been done (with a little help...sometimes it pays to ignore the work until someone else does it for you)
I had a heap of stuff running through my head, which I wanted to write up but then I got to posting pictures and relaxed, calmed some and flopped!
Time to get to folding laundry I guess. Maybe tonight, before I make the bed with fresh sheets will I do some drawing. Maybe... We will see what happens, cause it is something I like to do without people looking over my shoulder.
Time to get back to work.
At least I don't have to cook dinner tonight!